#I hate everything AHHHH

[uzi-x33]

i have to go back to school on Thursday I’m gonna pull a dazai i actually can’t chat. i hate school. like, actually hate it so much.

[the-artist-grimm]

It's ironic how we are both torturing our overly attached but emotionally tone death Narinders in our lore posts. They aren't even that bad as their canon version, just... Really bad at communicating.

Yeah Crimson Angel Narinder goes through it lol. He grew up so used to being told not having problems was a 'good thing' and praised by Shamura for being the easy child that now as an adult he can't bring himself to tell people when something's wrong-like he thinks that will bother people/be more of a problem.

Which sidenote look I give my characters happy endings EVENTUALLY but they gotta go through the spirit-crushing wringer first. Like they gotta work for that happiness XD

Like hey sorry guys I love you blorbos but I have a THEME to express at the expense of your joy, please leave all complaints in the writer's journal thank you~

[enden-k]

wanted to draw some halloween art but apparently the shit day i had is affecting me more than i wanted to allow (even tho i took a long nap) ...........i dont like anything i draw rn. maybe ill try later. happy halloween and dont upset the spirits or they will haunt you ❤️

[please-let-this-work-oh-my-god]

BEST GIRL TRAILER IS OUT I REPEAT BEST GIRL TRAILER IS OUT

[shallowseeker]

dean going "no, cas" during sacrifice because he saw the angels falling :), bro thought that cas was probably dead for a bit there.

Every day you tell me a bedtime story that makes me cry!!!!! Yes, his little "Cas, no," was heartbreatking.

Aside/// This was one of my fave scenes. The scene gets me every time. Small churches were supposed to function as family extender systems, giving you access to fellowship, resources, food.

Jody Mills compared having a brother to having a church—when churches are at their best, they're supposed to be sources of support! Churches were supposed to put people first, their wellbeing above everything else. "There's nothing I'd put in front of you!"

And here, we have the system above falling, too corrupted by war and hatred to even function.

[kitkatwinchester]

I HATE THIS I HATE THIS I HATE THIS!

Scott has been through soooo f*cking much at this point. SO much. And he's been gravely worried, and he's been horribly upset, and he's been flat-out terrified--most often when it comes to his friends and family being in danger.

But most of the time, he's really good at fighting off and masking that fear in favor of helping his friends and family through their fear, and he's been great at turning his fear into anger and determination against his enemies and struggles.

I don't think I have EVER, in all four years of this show, heard Scott be as utterly terrified as he was when Kate started to put that Berserker mask on him.

That SCREAM.

The SHAKING.

The STRUGGLING against the bonds.

Holy f*ck, Tyler Posey, because you genuinely made me tear up.

All the sh*t that Scott has been through, and THIS is what made him scream like that.

And I don't know if it's because she's gonna turn him into the killer that he's never wanted to be, or because she's going to sick him on his own pack and hope that they kill him, or because he's helpless and hopeless and has no idea how to get out of it, or if it's a combination of all three.

But my heart just SHATTERED, because he is TERRIFIED...and he's all alone.

And I DESPISE that.

And the thing is, I KNOW the pack is coming to save him, and I love that everyone was on the same page around the same time (Derek and Braeden going back to the house and finding Scira gone and the place trashed, Noah and Stiles suspicious that Scira hadn't shown up yet, and Lydia trying to get through to Deaton and succeeding so that they could get Scira's location) and was able to put the pieces together fast enough to get there ASAP.

But they're not gonna get there ASAP enough, and when they do get there, Kate's right--they're gonna have no idea that they're fighting their own Alpha, and I get the feeling that whatever she does to him will make Scott not care that he's fighting his own pack.

And that thought is F*CKING TERRIFYING.

So excuse me while I scream right along with Scott and almost sob my eyes right out of my head.

On a more positive note, I absolutely loved that conversation between Liam and Brett, and I love that Brett and Liam are kind of on the same team (in life, that is) now, because of what Scott did. I also love that Brett helped Liam on the field, and that he gave him that little pep talk about how amazing Scott is, and how amazing Liam can be too. And while my heart is breaking that Liam feels like Scott abandoned him, I have a feeling that, when he learns what really happened, he'll understand, and god forbid, maybe he'll actually TALK TO HIM for crying out loud.

Also, it looks very promising for Parrish getting Argent out of there, and that pep talk was amazing, and Parrish is seriously such a great guy and just so smart and I love him SO FREAKING MUCH. And his EYES GLOWED, and now he's using his power, and Argent is using his adrenaline, and that is PROMISING, and maybe they'll both be OKAY, and GOD I FREAKING HOPE SO BECAUSE IF WE LOSE ANYONE THIS SEASON I'M GONNA SCREAM!

ANYWAYS.

I HATE THIS I HATE THIS I HATE THIS, and I really hope SOMEBODY in the pack is smart enough to pick up on Kate's trickery and SAVE Scott instead of killing him, because THAT IS THE LAST THING WE NEED GOSH DARNAT!!

Using another couple of not-gifs of Liam and Brett's and Parrish and Argent's conversations because they were the only positive things that happened in the last ten minutes and I need something to keep me from crying. :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'(

(Okay but again, THE WRITING IN THIS SEASON I SWEAR TO GOD! <3 <3 <3 <3)

P.S. No, I didn't forget about Peter and Malia--I just chose to ignore it.

Update: I started the next episode and OH THANK GOD!! THE TATTOO!! THE TATTOO IS GONNA BE THE THING THAT SAVES US!! Scott is still under Kate's control, but at least the PACK will know that it's really Scott, because TATTOO!! I HAVE NEVER BEEN AS HAPPY ABOUT THAT TATTOO AS I AM RIGHT NOW!!! ANYWAYS.

[typingwithmyhandstied]

On a random note, my favorite dynamic in ADSOM is probably Alucard and Kell or Maxim and Kell or Holland and Kell or Rhy and Kell. Wait, or Lila and Alucard or Rhy and Lila.

[chronomally]

The demons I was fighting to try and get this girl in her clothes 💀

[fyrewalks]

more footage and details coming out from all the tornadoes in our area. and i'm just, i cannot describe the relief i'm feeling. these were tornadoes that were only ten or twenty minutes away from us etc. like it really is just luck that we weren't hit. someone we know no longer has a roof on their house, they're still missing pets. a family friend's neighbor no longer has a barn but thankfully they didn't loose any of their horses. our friend had to help look for them in the middle of the night. another place we know had multiple buildings knocked over. and we're still waiting to see how high the death toll will rise in our area. this isn't the first time we've had tornadoes from hurricanes (thank you to my mom for reminding me that we survived one when i was kid which i apparently blocked out ghfdjsk) but it is the first time we are super aware of it bc of social media, better reporting, etc etc.

[mint-ty]

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[discovering-myself-here]

10.Jan 2024

[angstigone]

ok so today the day has barely begun and I have:

I arrived late because the buses didn't even show up.

I forgot my lunch (and I have celiac disease and obviously at the canteen they don't cater for me)

[lucidd-the-weirdo]

I can't believe my brain chose Pencil to hyperfixate on-

[elegyofthemoon]

i might be dumb as rocks lmao

[themariotheme]

shout out to all the asian kids whose parents didn't like everything everywhere all at once. im feeling it rn mr. krabs

[luckywolfsbane]

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